~*For you*~

Years almost over
Sure looks like December
The snow and ice on the ground
I hadn’t sent a single Christmas card
The 31st is coming around
It makes me remember our last December
How the city looks so beautiful in white
As we walked the street that day you kept me warm
We couldn’t wait to get inside

Now its Christmas and you’re so far away
On this Christmas I just wish you had stayed
And I wonder if you’re thinking of me today
I don’t know what I’ll do its not Christmas without you

I hear carols in the distance
Don’t want to listen because every sound says your not here
Just in case you change your mind I’ll leave a light over the door
And hope you suddenly appear

Cuz its Christmas and you’re so far away
On this Christmas I just wish you had stayed
And I wonder if you’re thinking of me today
I don’t know what I’ll do its not Christmas without you

I’m to old too old to believe in Santa Claus
What are these gifts under the tree
But I did this once
Or many it’s a dream, has he really brought you back to me
its Christmas all I wanted is here
On this Christmas was for you to be near
And I wonder if you’re thinking of me cuz you’re here
My one wish has come true, it’s not Christmas without you

~*One of those days*~

Down dooooown dooooooown....
Despite how much I am trying to lift myself up,
Despite with all the effort that I'm trying to tell myself
"It's ok...."
But I am still...............DOWN......

It's ok... I know it's ok...
Just like how the song goes... "well if you never try... you'll never know... just what you're worth.... lights will guide you home and ignite..... your bones and I will try... to fix you..."

ha.... my favourite song of all time + my favourite show!

...I Promise... I will learn from my mistakes.....

~*CRY OUT LOUD*~

I want to cry out telling HIM "LORD, MAY YOU LIFT UP MY SPIRIT!!!"

~*Untitled*~

Blah blah blah....
Feel like sighing................... B I G SIGH............................
Don't know why... and feeling a bit emo tonight... oh well... Maybe just meaning that it's time to go to bed.

*_* @_@ T_T -_______________-

~*you think...*~

Have not been moaning and whining here for a while and just feel like whine a bit today...

There are a lot of times in our lives we are expecting something, maybe openly, publicly or some expectations in disguise. However, there are a lot of times when this expectations fail and we get dissapointed.

What if? These dissapointments keep occuring and these are coming from some of the people that are closest to you? Well, I do not know if whether any research or facts show that dissapointments will cause any heartache or hurt feelings? But, it certainly is doing some degree of damage to the feelings to the heart.

Just when "you think", this person will stand beside you when you needed supports, then you turned around, this person is standing on the opposite side.

Just when "you think", this person will say some encouraging words to you when you needed that lift after a failure. Instead this person might be giving you another step on the head.

Just when "you think", this person will put a hand on your shoulder instead of a hug to give you comfort when you are logging to feel that you are being loved. Instead maybe a slap across the face... (not literally but it's a metaphor)

Just when "you think"! Tough luck... toughen up yourself better than being soft cookies waiting to be pampered... You think la!

~*NO TIME*~

Oh my oh my!! Seriously no time! I have no time to sleep... No time to watch my favourite TV show, No time to catch up with family and friends... No time to do any excercise and no time to eat. Crazy huh?

I know the worse is still yet to come. The month of April will just be concentrating with my Bridal Fair coming up end of the month. For the first week of the month I should just finalise all design and programme and ad should all be coming out on the second week.

But you know what? All the effort and time that comes with passion to work will be rewarded in the future! I BELIEVE!!

This is because - I can't wait for the trip to go to SH in May!!!!! :D

~*Day 1 - Realised the Need Of It*~

Last night was an odd night, the room have became so warm and humid at about midnight and totally woke me up with a sense of uneasy. I got up and gulp down a glass of water and went for a shower then go back to sleep. Just before the break of dawn, an upset tummy once again woke me up from my deep sleep.

So, instead of falling back to sleep I got up and read the book and also the bible. I also prayed, as I prayed, the word "fast and pray" flashes. Of course, I got to break the bond of weakness and a clear mind when I'm asking direction from God. So I fliped back to my notes on where Pastor preached on fast and pray.

It was mentioned that we need to be physically and spiritually preparedand for the fasting period that I have engaged to.

And Now I'm ready! :)

~*Unknown*~

Went to bed pretty early last night, as I was dropped dead after dinner. With no particular reason, ever since last night after dinner, my mood have not been great.......... W E I R D!!

Even after a long night of sleeps, I got up this morning and dicisplined myself by went for a jog. My mood still has not changed much. Can it be PMS? If it is then... URgh!! definitely not my favourite time of the month. So I try to find other reasons which might be contributing to my current mood.

There are probably different reasons behind it.
1. Have a guilty feeling that I have not been working hard enough recently.
2. Lack of sleep.
3. Missing...
>.<

4. Shift of attention - can not be focused
5. Demanding "people" around - grrrrrr....

Oh well, whatever reasons that may be, but please... please chase this feeling off me as soon as possible.

So I have asked God this morning... "Dear Lord, with this feeling that I am having... are you trying to show me something? If so, please make it clear. Thank you..."

~*Travel months*~

It's been a crazy Nov 09 - Jan 10. I have lost so many hours in transit. I have been going in and out from the airport quite a number of times during these months, mostly for work purposes and some for leisure.


Speaking about leisure break... I have had a memorable visit back 'home' a.k.a Auckland, New Zealand. Home is so great, and it always have been. I just simply... fall in love again... with... home :)


We spent a week in the South Island, travelling round South and then all the way back up to North. Though it was supposed to be Summer, the tempreture was crazily low when we were at South.

Glenorchy is probably one of my favourite place in South Island. It is about 40mins away from Queenstown, whereas, you have to make a special drive to down there. Take the drive... you wont regret!

These flowers grow around the lake of Te Anau, it was so beautiful... the colours have brighten up my day!

More photos to come...

~*再多的夢想。。。*~

終於﹐
放開了手。

從很多很多過著兩人的夢想﹐
現在已不再重要。

從新安排﹐
從新整理﹐
適應﹐
未來的日子。

心裡的感受很多﹐
但是沒有悲傷﹐
只是那絲絲的無奈。。。
問著。。。
為甚麼﹖

可能﹐
這是一種解脫。

祝福你﹐
我們一定要幸福﹗

多謝一切的回憶。

以上是有感以發之有靈感

~*Bable in Chinese*~

當愛走到盡頭﹐
雙方也不知要說甚麼。

假裝很忙﹐
其實大家不知如可面對。

是為甚麼會這樣﹖
當初大家都不是很愛過嗎﹖

當初不是不能一天不見嗎﹖
為甚麼。。。
當感情到盡頭﹐
就連見到來電顯視的你﹐
都提不起勁去接電話o尼﹖

當步伐不同了﹐
心境也不同了﹐
連夢想。。。
也不同了﹐
話題也不同了。

沒有錯﹐
大家都沒有錯﹐
只是大家都不同了。

以上只是有感以發。。。

~*My birthday*~

Two weeks ago, I have my first birthday in KK after 15yrs. I thought I would have a quiet one and just a VERY much family orientated.celebration, just dinner then follow with cake cutting.

So instead of a quiet one, I have received lots of birthday wishes which I was totally flatered with it. So touched and feeling so blessed to have my friends and families who truly have sent their best wishes to me.

Cake with my family.


Celebration with friends... (before everyone gets abit... mm.. too much.. of the green bottles...) hehe


very much impressed with the cake... It's a combination of different flovors of cakes.

Celebration with Cell :)

~*Rainny Day*~

We are having some heavy rainfall, I have never like rainny days. It is because it always feel so gloomy and lifeless when it rains in Auckland, espcially during Winter. However, during those cold Winter days, my favourite thing to do is to make myself a nice cuppa of coffee and just sit down and read some books. Well, forget about having to drive to work, traffic could be very bad that you just want to curse every living being.

Anyhow, now, with the heavy rainfall, I like it. It feels very cooling. Though I just went outside gave my mum a ride to the grocery store and lunch, it was good to drive around.

Now, back at work. I can play some nice lounge music and blogging at the same time, it just feel so good.

This is why I love working from home and being a ONE MAN office just make life so much better cause I can wear my short and nice comfy t-shirt while I work.



Bring on the rain!~~~

~*Just*~

Just with a pure heart.... believing it is going to work.

~*How Much Does It Takes?*~

It takes 100 degree celcius to boil the water,
The melting point of solid ice is 0 degree celcius.

It takes a lot,
to me to get mad.

I was in deep thinking mode,
a silent mode for a while...

~*Ask Him*~

My heart is pounding,

It's not showing on my face.

My hands are trembling,
You can't see it in my eyes.

I'm travelling,
On a journey,
A journey that I should not be fear.

~*Miss B'z is Busy*~

Been really busy working on making sure Miss B'z has a proper name and a website coming along.


After spending quite sometime on wordpress.com I have discarded the idea of putting Miss B'z there. Instead I have found webs.com and finally have her stay there.

Miss B'z will be sited at: http://xquisitejourney.webs.com/

Please sign-up for member for updates.

~*Names Picking*~

If I am a parent and needs to pick a name for my child, it's definitely going to be a disaster!!!!
Too much of a perfectionist in this case. Pick and choose for something that is going to be lingered around for the rest of the life is just so hard.

I need to pick a name for my baby a.k.a my business is not so easy. This is going to be representing MOI and reputation of the business. I need a name that is mature and fit my company's image!

My baby's nickname is going to be Miss B'z!

~*Give Up or Give In?*~

Ever wonder sometimes things are just not going accordingly to your plan?

Ever come across when things are not turning out as you have expected?

Confused... angry... despair...

Negative thoughts are arising,
Give up?
Enemies are attacking,
Walk away?

Hang on there.

Then breakthrough to break-freeeeee~~

"Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about." (Brett,.R)

~*sMiLe*~

No doubt, the king of pop have passed away. Alot of people was saying that they are more connected with his songs after his death, as his musics really does means "something".
I grew up with his music, but the musics doesn't mean much to me.

Later the years, there were more wonderful songs made by him. He was being named the "Wacko Jacko"... well, because of this, I have drifted away from his music too.

During his memorial service, when his brother mentioned that his favourite song is not even one of his own msucis, yet it is Smile by Charlie Chaplin. I searched in Youtube and found the clips and the lyrics,... looking at his pictures slides, then I know why this is his favourite song.

All through his life, with all the news about him which was not so pleasant, he just responded with a smile on the face. Just like how the lyrics says... "... what the use of crying..."

So why not we just smile... even you are heartbreaking... aching...