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Please don't take me for granted....
I feel hurt.
Please don't take me for granted...
I feel like a dumb kid being used.
Please don't take me for granted...
I feel I am worthless.
Please don't take me for granted...
I feel like the world is turning it's back on me.
Please don't take me for granted...
I feel like I am a doll being played.
Please don't take me for granted...
Just please don't...
Feeling annoyed,
Feeling like I am out of control...
Is there anyway that I can take things just a little bit easier?
Why can't I just kill my apetite?
Why can't my lovely fat just dies itselfs...
I hate those ants going around, anyway that I can kill them all at once and for all?
Why am I financially tight at the moment?
Why can't I just have a higher pay job?
Why do some people think that I can afford for such things?
Why can't I just leave this place like how many times I have said in the past?
Why do I have to worry so much?
Why can't some people can be more responsible and make my life a bit easier?
Shelfishness.... you are the one who taught me about shelfish...
Laziness... I saw the quality in you....
Ignorance.... is not innocent...
Why and how are the questions that surrounded me...
I HAVE TO BE BRAVE!
When something bursts, usually meaning something has gone wrong...
Thinking of... when trust between two people has ruined that's just nasty.
It's not going to be the same again.
It's hard to keep that trust when one of them is not beleiving in it; when one of them does not hold this value.
Something that I have heard today had make me think and feeling terribly down about it, in fact this is nothing to do with me.
Again, the following phrase pop up again:
"The scars will always be there... it's just not going to be the same again..."
Sad but true... but when it happened, there's no way we can rewind time and prevent it.
Despite I'm not a happy camper this week, but something runs through my mind and keep me thinking. "Fairness" is always an arguable subject, throughout decade after decades men and women been debating over men and women are equal. In actual fact we all know that men and women will not be equal, this is why God made us - MEN & WOMEN.
Then, you always heard people saying "he/she has the looks, has the money and has everything that you want for and why can't I have that?" There might be something that this so-called perfect person is lack of in their life, that there are something that they also long for and will never get it.
One thing that have brought to my attention is that; a person will not have it all. Below... not meant to be rude... but just trying to bring up the point.
He might have the good looks, actually he does have the looks. He might be one of the highest earnings sportsman; he can probably retire from soccer and become a model.
Have you heard him talk? His voice does not matches with his face and just listen to him talking, it kind of feels funny.
Whereas... from the Britain as well, he might not have the look. He might not have the most glamourous job. But when he sings, he lights up the room and bring tears... The humble man
- Paul Potts -God is fair on everyone of us,
we worth what we are here for.
Never under-estimate yourself,
bring out your true talent,
influence the people around you.
Forty days... 40 days before the day I due back home, yes, again. :) This time is for Chester's wedding. Scary looking how the time is passing by and not able to do something different for myself.
Forty days for me to get ready to get myself ready again to be home. Over the past month, I have gained 1.5KG, part of it was mum's contribution. Being mum was here cooking for us, how can I say no mum's cooking? This is something that I always long for, I even have rice for dinner... wooohooo.... Being dad was here, was accopanied him for yum cha and for some yummy dinner. Of coz, being sis and bro-in-law here, I have brought them around to try out some 'rich-cheesy' western food.
THANKS TO THE FOOD! How can I get rid of the 1.5kg and more? I have this 40 days to shed it doown..
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