~*Day 1 - Realised the Need Of It*~

Last night was an odd night, the room have became so warm and humid at about midnight and totally woke me up with a sense of uneasy. I got up and gulp down a glass of water and went for a shower then go back to sleep. Just before the break of dawn, an upset tummy once again woke me up from my deep sleep.

So, instead of falling back to sleep I got up and read the book and also the bible. I also prayed, as I prayed, the word "fast and pray" flashes. Of course, I got to break the bond of weakness and a clear mind when I'm asking direction from God. So I fliped back to my notes on where Pastor preached on fast and pray.

It was mentioned that we need to be physically and spiritually preparedand for the fasting period that I have engaged to.

And Now I'm ready! :)

~*Unknown*~

Went to bed pretty early last night, as I was dropped dead after dinner. With no particular reason, ever since last night after dinner, my mood have not been great.......... W E I R D!!

Even after a long night of sleeps, I got up this morning and dicisplined myself by went for a jog. My mood still has not changed much. Can it be PMS? If it is then... URgh!! definitely not my favourite time of the month. So I try to find other reasons which might be contributing to my current mood.

There are probably different reasons behind it.
1. Have a guilty feeling that I have not been working hard enough recently.
2. Lack of sleep.
3. Missing...
>.<

4. Shift of attention - can not be focused
5. Demanding "people" around - grrrrrr....

Oh well, whatever reasons that may be, but please... please chase this feeling off me as soon as possible.

So I have asked God this morning... "Dear Lord, with this feeling that I am having... are you trying to show me something? If so, please make it clear. Thank you..."