~*For you*~

Years almost over
Sure looks like December
The snow and ice on the ground
I hadn’t sent a single Christmas card
The 31st is coming around
It makes me remember our last December
How the city looks so beautiful in white
As we walked the street that day you kept me warm
We couldn’t wait to get inside

Now its Christmas and you’re so far away
On this Christmas I just wish you had stayed
And I wonder if you’re thinking of me today
I don’t know what I’ll do its not Christmas without you

I hear carols in the distance
Don’t want to listen because every sound says your not here
Just in case you change your mind I’ll leave a light over the door
And hope you suddenly appear

Cuz its Christmas and you’re so far away
On this Christmas I just wish you had stayed
And I wonder if you’re thinking of me today
I don’t know what I’ll do its not Christmas without you

I’m to old too old to believe in Santa Claus
What are these gifts under the tree
But I did this once
Or many it’s a dream, has he really brought you back to me
its Christmas all I wanted is here
On this Christmas was for you to be near
And I wonder if you’re thinking of me cuz you’re here
My one wish has come true, it’s not Christmas without you

~*sMiLe*~

No doubt, the king of pop have passed away. Alot of people was saying that they are more connected with his songs after his death, as his musics really does means "something".
I grew up with his music, but the musics doesn't mean much to me.

Later the years, there were more wonderful songs made by him. He was being named the "Wacko Jacko"... well, because of this, I have drifted away from his music too.

During his memorial service, when his brother mentioned that his favourite song is not even one of his own msucis, yet it is Smile by Charlie Chaplin. I searched in Youtube and found the clips and the lyrics,... looking at his pictures slides, then I know why this is his favourite song.

All through his life, with all the news about him which was not so pleasant, he just responded with a smile on the face. Just like how the lyrics says... "... what the use of crying..."

So why not we just smile... even you are heartbreaking... aching...

~*Very Heaty*~

I think I need icy cold water, just feeling all "grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................." inside...
Everything and anything that can move or can't move is a needle in my eyes!!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr..............

~*The song that gets me up today*~

Aww... it was a Monday and Monday morning is the worse of all time. What I normally do to get myself up in the monring is to turn on my radio and select ZM 91, coz you just can't go back to sleep with their energetic voices.

Then they were playing this song.... I actually thought the chorus goes like this "Should i give up,Or should i just keep chasing payments? " So I was like... great. this is just great... isn't that my job is to CHASE PAYMENTS?? All the time and everytime? I was thinking, oh, isn't it the best song that can really get me up and want to work? NOT!

So I was curious, I thought "hey, how come someone wants to sing about a credit control job? There's nothing really that exciting?" Then I googled it... then it leade dme to Yahoo, as there was this guy who asked the same question as I did. So I clicked into it (by the way, nothing found in youtube) so this girl was saying "the song is chasing PAVEMENTS, you moron"... OH! How embarssing and she's rude too... anyway, so I listened to this song again... it turned out to be a really well written and nice song...

i giess I need more time to get to the bottom of what this song really means. However, I find her voice is very unique and strong. Love it, at least it's not just another commercial song... I kinda sick of Rhiana's Please Don't Stop The Music.. I can't help it but sing out "Please stop the music... now.. now... now..."