~*再多的夢想。。。*~

終於﹐
放開了手。

從很多很多過著兩人的夢想﹐
現在已不再重要。

從新安排﹐
從新整理﹐
適應﹐
未來的日子。

心裡的感受很多﹐
但是沒有悲傷﹐
只是那絲絲的無奈。。。
問著。。。
為甚麼﹖

可能﹐
這是一種解脫。

祝福你﹐
我們一定要幸福﹗

多謝一切的回憶。

以上是有感以發之有靈感

~*Bable in Chinese*~

當愛走到盡頭﹐
雙方也不知要說甚麼。

假裝很忙﹐
其實大家不知如可面對。

是為甚麼會這樣﹖
當初大家都不是很愛過嗎﹖

當初不是不能一天不見嗎﹖
為甚麼。。。
當感情到盡頭﹐
就連見到來電顯視的你﹐
都提不起勁去接電話o尼﹖

當步伐不同了﹐
心境也不同了﹐
連夢想。。。
也不同了﹐
話題也不同了。

沒有錯﹐
大家都沒有錯﹐
只是大家都不同了。

以上只是有感以發。。。

~*My birthday*~

Two weeks ago, I have my first birthday in KK after 15yrs. I thought I would have a quiet one and just a VERY much family orientated.celebration, just dinner then follow with cake cutting.

So instead of a quiet one, I have received lots of birthday wishes which I was totally flatered with it. So touched and feeling so blessed to have my friends and families who truly have sent their best wishes to me.

Cake with my family.


Celebration with friends... (before everyone gets abit... mm.. too much.. of the green bottles...) hehe


very much impressed with the cake... It's a combination of different flovors of cakes.

Celebration with Cell :)

~*Rainny Day*~

We are having some heavy rainfall, I have never like rainny days. It is because it always feel so gloomy and lifeless when it rains in Auckland, espcially during Winter. However, during those cold Winter days, my favourite thing to do is to make myself a nice cuppa of coffee and just sit down and read some books. Well, forget about having to drive to work, traffic could be very bad that you just want to curse every living being.

Anyhow, now, with the heavy rainfall, I like it. It feels very cooling. Though I just went outside gave my mum a ride to the grocery store and lunch, it was good to drive around.

Now, back at work. I can play some nice lounge music and blogging at the same time, it just feel so good.

This is why I love working from home and being a ONE MAN office just make life so much better cause I can wear my short and nice comfy t-shirt while I work.



Bring on the rain!~~~

~*Just*~

Just with a pure heart.... believing it is going to work.

~*How Much Does It Takes?*~

It takes 100 degree celcius to boil the water,
The melting point of solid ice is 0 degree celcius.

It takes a lot,
to me to get mad.

I was in deep thinking mode,
a silent mode for a while...

~*Ask Him*~

My heart is pounding,

It's not showing on my face.

My hands are trembling,
You can't see it in my eyes.

I'm travelling,
On a journey,
A journey that I should not be fear.

~*Miss B'z is Busy*~

Been really busy working on making sure Miss B'z has a proper name and a website coming along.


After spending quite sometime on wordpress.com I have discarded the idea of putting Miss B'z there. Instead I have found webs.com and finally have her stay there.

Miss B'z will be sited at: http://xquisitejourney.webs.com/

Please sign-up for member for updates.

~*Names Picking*~

If I am a parent and needs to pick a name for my child, it's definitely going to be a disaster!!!!
Too much of a perfectionist in this case. Pick and choose for something that is going to be lingered around for the rest of the life is just so hard.

I need to pick a name for my baby a.k.a my business is not so easy. This is going to be representing MOI and reputation of the business. I need a name that is mature and fit my company's image!

My baby's nickname is going to be Miss B'z!

~*Give Up or Give In?*~

Ever wonder sometimes things are just not going accordingly to your plan?

Ever come across when things are not turning out as you have expected?

Confused... angry... despair...

Negative thoughts are arising,
Give up?
Enemies are attacking,
Walk away?

Hang on there.

Then breakthrough to break-freeeeee~~

"Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about." (Brett,.R)

~*sMiLe*~

No doubt, the king of pop have passed away. Alot of people was saying that they are more connected with his songs after his death, as his musics really does means "something".
I grew up with his music, but the musics doesn't mean much to me.

Later the years, there were more wonderful songs made by him. He was being named the "Wacko Jacko"... well, because of this, I have drifted away from his music too.

During his memorial service, when his brother mentioned that his favourite song is not even one of his own msucis, yet it is Smile by Charlie Chaplin. I searched in Youtube and found the clips and the lyrics,... looking at his pictures slides, then I know why this is his favourite song.

All through his life, with all the news about him which was not so pleasant, he just responded with a smile on the face. Just like how the lyrics says... "... what the use of crying..."

So why not we just smile... even you are heartbreaking... aching...

~*Seriously*~

Seriously... Homesick...

~*Come and Go*~

Love come and go,
Maybe...



People come and go,

Definitely...

Sickness come and go,
For sure...

Hatred come and go,
NO,
Because once you have forgiven someone.... it's forever

Opportunities come and go,
Never...
Because once the opportunity has gone... it's gone forever.

~*Untitled*~

This is strange... I'm never a big fan of confrontation.

Bringing the matter up close and personal is just something that rarely happen in my life...

But I have done it... to the person who I most respect; who I never say 'no' to...

Yet, I'm not regretted... but my heart is feeling very heavy now.

~*Motivation*~

Having been an angry-crazy woman from my last post; a month later I have learnt to be a more positive and wiser person.

For the past couples of months, I have encountered a lot of different bizzare cases and been dealing with all sorts of different people. It has been a wonderful experience after all, which I do believe not a lot of people will go through the same path as I did.

As for now, I have finally have a chance to think about my plan for the near future. Really, a lot have been changed. My initial intentions and plan to come back to my hometown, doesn't seem like it have serve much of a purpose right now. As my thinking and what I am doing right now have a significant variance from my previous thinking.

1. I am not living with my immediate family. I only get to see them every fortnight for a weekend. (No I'm not in a rehab centre)

2. I do not think of moving over to Singapore for now. (yes, it's because of the recession and my current thinking have been changed)

3. I have not been to travelling with mum since I got back. (simple don't have the time)

I was once confused and angry, but I'm not anymore.

To share: Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path, and leave a trail. ~ Someone

~*When I should be...*~

When I should be talking about crystals and nice bracelets;
I am stuck with truck tyres and bearings...
When I should be talking about handbags and perfurmes;
I am stuck with vehicle lubricants and diesel...
When I should be talking about shoppings and high-tea;
I am stuck in the jungle and looking at crops...

Where I should be having appointments for facial and haircut;
I am stuck in discussions talking about different types of heavy mahinery...

When I should be having a nice glass of wine after a day of work;
I was fast asleep by 9pm with my hair still wet...

When I should be a nice person and taking things easy;

instead I have yelled and made a lot of noises in front of four ground staff and one operator at a supermarket.

Yes... I think I am getting mad...

~*Brunei- Eva's Wedding*~

Wow, it has been a busy month of January. In the month of January 2009, the time has just gone past like taken a ride in the space rocket. (Not that I have been into one...)

One of the highlights of the month is of course Eva's wedding that I have attended in Brunei. The wedding took place on the 18th Jan 09. I arrived at Brunei Darussalam four days before the wedding, mainly to help out with the set-up of the wedding and also to take this chance and have a good look at this Royal country.

Though it was just 24mins away (by air) from my hometown, Kota Kinabalu. It is still a different country, with their own yet very similiar set of culture and norms.
.Like their mosques are their tallest and the most grand buildings in the city, as by law, no buildings can be taller than the mosques.

Then, you will see a lot of cars but not a lot of shopers and it's rare to see anyone walking along the streets. The local usually drive their car and park right in front of the restaurant/shops then walk in. Once they finished, they got back in their car and drive home. Being one of the country that export petroleum, petrol comes in at a very affordable price, which is BN$0.50 per litre.(approx. USD$0.33).

With no pubs and clubs, for sure with no alcohol available in this country. One of the favourite past time would be self-pamering. The bridal party went for a manicure and pedicure treat at the local saloon.
Yes, that's my feet and my hand. We even got ourself a back massage at the same time for a cost of BN$30 (roughly).

Pamering doesn't stop there, we stayed at the The Empire Resort two days before the wedding. The size of the bathroom is as big as my own room.

The bed and the duvet was so comfy that I wish I can bring them home. The colour theme of the resort was basically gold and ceiling is really high so it give you a sense of spacial and grand.

The afternoon tea that the resort has available will be something that I would try on my next trip. The dessert look so elegantly prepared and are nicely decorated.



TBC...

~*Hello 2009*~

Bye bye 2008! Hello 2009.
It's been a loooong year, as in lots of things have happend within the year 2008.
From making the decision of leaving AKL to actually the planning of leaving.
Then finally left the country and backed with the family; then family wedding and moving.

Really, I am not the kind of person who always keep the bad things in mind. After went through my blog, I saw how mtself exoeriencing and going through a lot of different stages throughout the year. Like, stressing out at work; then finding directions in life.... feeling lonely at times and then found God's love. Once again, I have put my trust in HIM to lead me. Of course, the fun and memorable times that I have spent with my closest friends and family. Those are the precious times that no one can ever take away from me.

First time ever in Piha. :) Love it!!!

Auckland truckies blockade. (We have to be at work by 7:30am to avoid the traffic...)

Picked up flute again after 10 years. Enjoyed it so much!

Hello Miss Levia~~

Sydney trip... fun fun fun~~~
Waiheke Trip - Wine + food + companies = DIVINE

Farewell at work and church....

I believe what have happened, have happened. Whatever bad and unfortunate things have been and past. So bring on the new year of 2009!

From the bottom of my heart, I wish everyone that I know, my closest family and friends to have a prosperous year ahead of them. Good health!