~*Expect the unexpected*~

I do not know what to expect anymore all I have in mind is just a complete mess. WHy couldnt I just be care-less and go for what I want to? Apparently, life doesn't go like this, I can't be careless I can't be unconsiderate.

I can't see things going to fall-out and welcoming people to take advantage...

This totally make me sound like a total control freak and I AM NOT! A lot of the time, I just feel like I couldn't be bother anymore. A lot of us is fear loosing the sense of control when things are out of their hands because there's no one that you can trust except yourself.