~*Something is bothering me*~

I wonder what keeping bothering me as I am having great difficulty falling to sleep at night, my brain is still working. However, I've no idea what I am worrying about. Am I worrying? Or am I trying to plan something?

Weight loss is not so much of a worry as it used to, not that I don't have this problem anymore, but I know something's bigger bothering me.

Looks like it's a mixture of everything. I think I have been living under protection... in a way. I have not been fully developed as a mature adult as I should be. Understanding learning is happening everyday is one thing, when I have to face my disadvantage is totally different story.

You can restructuring a company and I am trying to restructuring myself.