~*Directions*~

First ever holiday with nothing attached,
Free and worry-less...

Somehow, life is not being directed,
It gives me a sense of emptiness...

What should I be expected?
Believing in HIS plan for me, so "waiting" is not worthless...

Once again, learn how to trust is needed,
So it will guide me to happiness...

~The Aftermath*~

After months of rushing here and there, it's time to slow down and seek for directions. I am the kind of person who always go back to the basic when things have started to turn blurry and complicated. As we have started from the fundamental of a purpose or a goal, so our actions and decisions that we have made served the foundations towards to goal that we are heading to.

In a lot of times, we have lost our directions due to external and internal factors hence making us all confused and might be making us starting going through a different track. Not necessary to be the wrong track, but different track. So, when this happens, it's time to go back to the basic.

However, the aftermath of all the movings; cleaning; packing; wedding and touring. I have started to feel just a liiiitle bit of demotivated. It may just means that I need some rest.

IF... only IF I get to choose where to go, this will be the place:

Shangari La Rasa Ria Resort

It is really a place to be... why?



This is the wedding pavillion, it is so beautiful that I even said I will have my wedding ceremony here. lol...

I would love to stay here and just enjoy the sun with some cold drinks on my hand for the afternoon and put my feet up... such a divine sensation.


Last but not least of course the Cost Bar and Restaurant.

~*Wedding Preparation*~

Five more days to go until the day of my sister's big day. This wedding has been preparing for the last 10 months (as far as I know). Looks like the preparations are now 80% done. Tomorrow will be church rehersal. (Nothing much for me to do apart from assisting the bride *laughs*)

Brooches for ushers have been done by ourselves, my cousin Yan has come out with the idea of how to make it nice. In two days we have finished the 26 brooches for the male and female ushers.

I think this is wonderfully done. Well, just cross our fingers and hope these are anough for the ushers...

As for the ladies:

For the gentlemen:

Hope the gentlemen ones is not too "cc"... lol

~*In C Minor*~

Hello flute!

How are you? Sorry I have to abandoned you when I fly. Please blame the mean man at the airport , he doesn't allow me take you with me. (+_+) ~~ Even after I said I am leaving the country for good, he even wanted me to throw you away. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........................

Do not worry, I will be seeing you again in two months time, hopefully by then I can still pick you up and play.

Remember how I picked you up once again after 10 years to start playing. You and I can't even make up a single note. I almost thought something must be stuck in the flute. *laughs*

"When you think it's almost impossible. Determinations and practise make things perfect." -- Chan B, 2008

~*Back With the Family*~

Is it just me? Or does it happen to everyone who left home or stayed seperately from your family and feel that pressures of living together... again?

Sometimes I wonder if this is the right decision? But keep on telling myself that this is only for temporary, soon I will head out to my big OE. However, the temporary is now going to be at least five months.

Ok... Ok... I shall concentrate on what I am doing now.

Focus focus!