Sunday, 8 June 2008

~*Timeless*~

There is a saying in Chinese, it something goes like "You learn as long as you live" Which means that no matter how old we are, we shouldn't feel too old to learn things. You can challenge a lot of things, but try challenge the chinese saying. They are pretty accurate, in fact, I think we kind of live with it.

Reaching the big 30 in a couple of years time, I have encounter maybe a late 20's crisis. It's not as scary as it sound, but I have come to realised how I have wasted almost half of my life so far. All I have always been wanting all my life was a simple and less-stress life. Escaping from the real world or family business/issues.

Now that, come to think about it. How I used to have these big dreams about what I wanted to be in my life then how I was so ambitious... None of what I wanted to be have come into place today.

"Not to waste any time" it's like my motto at the moment, not wanting to have any more blanks. I have been living in a life of clueless and goal-less for a long long time. I think it's time to step out from my self-built comfort zone, go and experience something difference. Or really, maybe just do things that I used to enjoy and also picking things that I used to be interested in and maybe pursue the knowledge to a fruther level.


Sometimes I look at myself and think all to myself... I can be better... and now I am trying to be... ok... working on it anyway.

Try not to say "maybe", "might"... more to "definitely"... "it is..."

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